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Ok so maybe not going to A&M is a blessing in disguise.
cause I damn sure hope it is.

I want need Thanksgiving to come fast. I just want people to come back, or rather be near so I have someone to go to when I don't want to go home. Like my cousin. I miss her a lot. Now she's married and moving to New Zealand next year. What happened? I thought we were close, and I didn't even know you were getting married til a month before the wedding.

I'm just looking forward to the New Year. New year will hopefully mean a new start, and new start means change. I'm looking forward to change.

And why do you call me all time? Why do you come to my house at night to talk? Its fun and I like doing that, but I think you need to stop.

 I know its really late to post my schedule, but I can't find people that have classes with me and its making me scared.

1. Psychology - Rainey
2. Communication Graphics - Sanchez
3. AP English - Cantu
4. PAL - Copold
5. Nutrition & Food Science - Garza
LUNCH ( I think its lunch C) 
6. BCIS 2 - Gonzaais
7. PreCal CP - Shaw
8. Art 1 - Flores 

Last night, I had a really bad dream and I couldn't go to sleep after that. I was at school and it was time for lunch, and nobody was there. I went to the cafeteria, annex, and outside the annex but it was empty. I heard a cricket behind me and I turned around, and there was a BUNCH of crickets. Thats when I woke up.

 You know that feeling you get when you see something that you haven't visited in a long time, but it feels like you just saw it the other day?

Summer school is a bittersweet thing. I like the fact that I don't have to go to seven or eight other classes the same day, and that I'm earning my college credit, but I wish I didn't have so much work for one class. Especially since it's during the summer. At least I'm taking the class with friends and not by myself, right? 

For certain things, I wish my mom would realize that I am getting older and more mature. Not just the beach trip, even though that is one thing, but other matters as well.

 My phone was stolen yesterday. When I was in the auditorium. Or least thats what I think because thats when I last used it. 
I cant believe something so stupid happened.
And my mom thinks I lost it deliberately or something. Does she realize how stupid that sounds? 
When I tell her I didn't just leave it there, she doesnt believe me. Or she just tells me that I should've been thinking ahead. 
How was I supposed to know this was going happen? It's not like I planned it. 
ughhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
She can be such a bitch sometimes. 

 4 years down, 1 more to go.

 Spring Break, please hurry up!  Your taking too long, and McHi Days seem stupid this year.

Andrea please go. I need there to be a mediator between me and you-know-who.
:)

 You know when you're looking for something, and then when you've found it, it was always there like right under your nose?

I know its a little late. 
But I think I'm going through my "I hate boys" phase.

You make me very mad sometimes.
One day we're talking a lot about games, bands, just anything really.
And the next day, you totally ignore me.
 What is that about?

I can't believe you said you don't know me.
What??
You've known me since elementatry. I would always hang out with you and talk to you guys then, and in middle school too. I just haven't talked to you that much now in high school, but i don't think i've changed that much.
And you make me confused too.
: /

I'm excited that Relay for Life is already in the works.
And you know what, whatever theme we have is fine with me, as long as I get to be in it. 

School is stressing me out. I really want any excuse I can find to be absent.
Half the time I'm there, I don't want to be.
I wish there was like a fairy to just poof my way through math, or at least give me good math abilities.
I wonder if stress really gives you pimples, or is that just a myth?

I made it back! 
We all wanted to stay there for a few more days, but it's too close to christmas, and we need to be home for that.
I'm so excited that my uncles and my cousins are here!  It's so wonderful! 
But it feels like they're coming down here for no reason.  Just to visit.
That's good enough for me.

When I went to the Galleria, all the kids there are out of school already and they were all over the place!
It made me miss a lot of people, seeing them.
I'm glad to be back.

Many things happened to my arm and now it looks like my veins exploded. internally.
It looks disgusting.
And they gave me a flu shot while I was there.
I swear that nurse threw that shot at my arm, like she was aiming for a dart board.
It hurt so bad for two days.
And it happened on my metal/ robot arm, Kirsten! 

I'm trying to listen to christmas songs to get me in the mood, but it's not working.

Merry Christmas.

My throat hurts alot.
I dont know what to do with it. 
I put that chloraspetic spray, but if anyone has any better suggestions, please tell me.

My throat always messes up every year. 
I always ended up having the highest pitched voice ever.
And everyone laughes at me :P 
Its horrible.

Well in case you haven't heard the BIG news, I finally developed my film!!!! 
I went through FIVE rolls of fim to get here! All the other rolls of my film were either stolen, or they came out too white or too black. 
And the best part was that I devolped them all by myself. NO HELP. It was great. 'Cause if someone helped me then I wouldv'e been super lenient on them and just let them do the whole thing. 
But I did get a little burn/rash from one of the chemicals cause I touched it, but it's worth it cause I GOT MY PICTURES!